It was a very nice day, i got to say goodbye to the school where i’ve been for seven years. It seems so weird to me now, it all happened so fast, and i know, it’s very cliché. But it really is true.

I can still remember the first time i set my first steps into my school, when i was a little girl. I didn’t know what to expect, and the first week soon led to a mental breakdown because i thought i couldn’t do it. It was too much, i couldn’t possibly do so much homework! Haha :’) But at the time my aunt reassured me that i only could do my best. After that, everything went fine.

I wanted to study medicine, so i figured i had to choose science subjects. Therefore, i had to do biology, chemistry and physics. Which i sucked at. Biology was not so bad, but i really really sucked at chemistry and most off all physics. But i was stubborn and despite the opinions of the teachers not to pick these subjects, i did it anyway. Hehe.

And yes, i struggled. I thought i could never learn physics. I just couldn’t understand things and eventually realised i would never have the insight many other pupils in my class had. But, i never réally had regrets about my choice. Sometimes i thought: ‘What if i didn’t chose these subjects?’ But i never thought that would have been a better choice. Certainly afterwards, of course. I am so proud i did it and got my diploma.

After all, i am not going to study medicine, but yet still haven’t made up my mind about which of the following studies to take: psychology or psychobiology. The latter is far more exact, and will probably be harder for me. I hope that in the end i can come up with a good decision for myself, where above all i can satisfied with, as everyone around me says that ‘it doens’t matter what you study, as long as you love what you do.’

I also never thought that i would find my soulmate, my life partner and best friend. When i was retained i came into the class in which he was, and we soon bonded. I love him to death, we’re almost together for four years now. For four years we attended class together, which unfortunately has come to an end, as we each go our own ways and going to do different studies. It will be hard getting used to the fact that we won’t be able to see eachother every day.

Looking back, it’s been a great experience to have had the privilege of attending such a prestigious and yet intimite school. And i am very lucky to have the name ‘Vossius Gymnasium’ displaying on my high school diploma.

Yesyesyesyes i graduated i’m so happy! :DD

Internet was super expensive, so i haven’t been able to blog all this time. Now i’m back in the cold Netherlands, after being 7 days in the sunny at least 30 celsius Mallorca. It was a nice week, spend a lot of time on the beach and just relaxed. Sadly, when i arrived at the airport, my bagage wasn’t there.. :/ i’m hoping i can get it back soon.

Now i’m stessing about the outcome of my finals, did i graduate highschool or not? (hopinghopinghoping it so bad)

Yaaay my thousandth post! :D

Hereby i want to dedicate this post to my boyfriend Nuno, because he’s the coolest person you will ever meet and he’s my teddybear. :3

He posts all kinds of cool and funny stuff so follow him!
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But first i have to graduate highschool, and then choose between these studies..

“Heavy Rain is an interactive drama psychological thriller video game created by Quantic Dream exclusively for the PlayStation 3. The story is a dramatic thriller modeled after film noir, featuring four protagonists involved with the mystery of the Origami Killer, a serial killer who uses extended periods of rainfall to drown his victims.”
- Wikipedia

I was absolutely astonished by this rather dark and mysterious PS3 game. I don’t have an PS3, and i never played a PS3 game, but each time i visited my boyfriend i wanted to continue Heavy Rain. I was so intrigued by the plot and the way you could play this game. It’s like i was watching a movie, but i could influence the events by making choices and undertaking actions. The story contains so much emotions so that you really sympathize with the characters and want to keep playing. Also, i was immensely surprised by the ending.. not at all did i see it coming who turned out to be the killer. I’m totally overwhelmed by how good this game is, and yet we only have done one playthrough. That’s just one of the many great aspects of Heavy Rain, that you can really influence the story by making certain choices or by not making them. This way, you can have multiple endings!

I’m really impressed by this game, and i would certainly recommend it to anyone who owns a PS3!

Whieeee i got a 7 for latin and that’s very yay ^^
Also, i found out that the puppies from the breeder i visited were born, and they are so cuuute! But i’m not going to have one :(

I swear one day i’m going to have a shiba inu!  

Alright, I’ve officially changed my mind about taking a shiba inu. I gave it a lot of thought and came to the conclusion it is best not to take a dog. Next year i will be going to university and i don’t know how much time i will have to take care of a little doggie. It also would be a great commitment for a long time. Plus a shiba is incredibly expensive.. :(

So i came up with an new idea! Up untill 2 years ago i had a very cute adorable bunny, but he was very old (10 years) and died. I love bunnies, and it wouldn’t take as much time as a dog. I think i want two, so they’ll never be lonely. Basje, my previous rabbit, was alone and he bevriended plastic balls.. :’) Just like Basje they could live in my garden, so that they will have a lot of space and a more natural place to live instead of a little cage inside of the house. But i don’t know what breed to take yet..